Crazy Thoughts

He doesn't know how much I need him! How well does he know me? I don't think he knows me at all. Will he stay by my side when the veil has been lifted and the darkness is exposed? When he finally sees the many imperfections and flaws that live within my soul, will he choose to stay?

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On the days that I've lost my smile, will he endeavor to make me laugh? There's so much about me that he's yet to discover. My mind and spirit are sometimes cloudy and covered in darkness. I remind him that there is so much darkness but without darkness, there can be no light! Can he make with me through the grey matters of my heart and mind? I'm afraid that he'll run far away from the messy trainwreck that I sometimes am. Until the light comes back and is shown through my eyes and through my smile, will he dare to love me as I am?

Will he dare love me at all?"

Who am I kidding with such crazy thoughts?

He'll love me no matter what!

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N'cki Jaxon