Cupid Is Cruel
- Voyage Virtuoso
- May 16, 2020
- 2 min read
Updated: Oct 3, 2020
Cupid Is Cruel
Cupid loves games of whimsey, affairs of the heart. You see one evening, I appeared in his gaze. He caught me in his cross-hairs. Then, he aimed his bow and arrow in my direction.
Cupid, a sweet gentle, albeit mischievous, God has a warped sense of humor.
Never did I intend to fall in love with you…you, a man of a chance meeting. Never did I want to fall in love with you…you, a man an ocean away. Never did I intend to love you…I left Berlin but I was unable to leave you there. Never did I intend to love you…I left Berlin and part of me stayed with you.
Cupid is cruel.
You see, I cannot allow myself to love you. It’s too painful. Cupid, I must fight. Why is he so cruel?
Loving you is too painful – we cannot hug at the end of a long day. Loving you is too painful – we cannot hold hands to ease our fears. Loving you is too painful – we cannot lie together and talk of a future.
Cupid is cruel.
Loving you is too painful – I don’t wake to see the sun shining on your face. Loving you is too painful – I don’t wake to the touch of your lips on my neck. Loving you is too painful – I can’t run into your arms and share the happy news. Loving you is too painful – I can’t lie on your lap while we read a book during the sunset.
Cupid is cruel.
Loving you is just too damned agonizing.
Cupid is cruel.
Why must destiny have me encounter you?
I pray, “Dear God, please take away these feelings. It’s too painful.” My prayers go unanswered. Is God listening?
I am wrestling Cupid every day. Loving you is too painful – you’re so far…not within arms reach. Loving you is too painful – my heart no longer lives with me. Loving you is too painful – my heart now lives four thousand miles away.
Cupid is cruel.
Loving you is too painful – I jumped without a net; you didn’t catch me. Loving you is too painful – I’m certain, my love is intense for you. Nonetheless, it is real love. Loving you is too painful – Cupid didn’t aim his bow and arrow at you.
Cupid is cruel.
I am tried my damnedest to NOT fall in love with you. Oh dear, I fear that I failed! I was too weak to keep fighting. Too late, tears of both, sadness and happiness flow. You’re an ocean away, four thousand miles away, and…
…I surrender …My heart has become yours …I love you!
Loving you is too damn agonizing – you’re not ready.
Cupid is so fucking cruel!
—– Dedicated to “My Love” N’cki Jaxon, @TheOnly1LadyJ
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