Trapped

The more I try to forget, the more it hurts. I need to clear my head so that I can sleep. But, every time I close my eyes, I see him with another, and the tears flow. He told me many times. I ignored the signs.

He knew my apprehensions about love. He knew my fears. He knew that I was afraid to love. He told me that he would not let go; we would not let go of love or our future! He told me there was no need to be afraid to love him. I believed him. I trusted him.

I let go of fear and I chose to love him. Then, I loved him and was no longer able to chose not to love him. I don’t understand.

My love is like a refreshing breeze on a warm summer day. And, this betrayal of the heart feels like a rose that’s been trapped in an eternal winter. This heartbreak is like walking around with tiny shards of glass in my chest.

Why did he choose to hurt me after I decided to love him?

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